You'd have to understand. I was never a speaker. I can never fully express my feelings through my mouth. So, whatever I was trying to say, look it up here...or on the tissue paper I scribbled on back when we were eating lunch. Writing is my tongue and the words I write are my lips. There is no better way to know me but through reading the thoughts I convey through my pen and keyboard.
And yes, I have trust issues.
This is me. The true me. If you don't like what you are reading, then I am very sorry. Rejection is the one thing I fear and loathe the most, but if you must do it, then do it quickly. Do not prolong my agony. I am so tired of being scared all the time.
