Hi all! :)
It's been a long time, eh? (Well, not really long but you get me, right? HAHA.) So, how have I been? I recently acquired a leg injury from a very competitive game of caterpillar last Saturday. Plus, Psy101 reviewers are waiting for me to finally stop browsing the internet and suck them into my long-term memory. Aside from those bits of unnecessary information, I'm pretty much okay.
If you know me personally, OKAY is NOT fine at all. Why?
OKAY, for me, is a period in which I am only experiencing life in its most average state. It is neither exciting nor horrible...just okay. And okay is never enough for me. I mean, where is the adventure? Where is the challenge? Where is the thrill, the exhilaration, the craziness that so many books and movies have been describing and picturing?
Where can I find all of these?
I know I should be contented with the way my life goes...but I feel like a peanut butter without the essence of peanut. Somehow, my spirit longs to feel freedom, to experience something more different. I want to see the whole world in different eyes. I want to engage in activities I would never even try considering before. I would like to try to be somebody else, even if just for a day. I want to do something remarkable.
I crave for variety and spontaneity, alright?
Does this internal need qualify me as a selfish person? You know what, all I really want, need, desire...is to feel alive. I feel like I've been sleeping for too long.
I'm sorry if I sound so whiny.
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