Historia

Lifehouse's concert made me realize that I need to let go all of my inhibitions and just embrace what is about to come. So, I thought of writing mini-letters to the persons/things I want to let go of...just because holding on to them (or their memories) does not make sense anymore. They do not fit anywhere in my present, nor my future. What's done is done.

I said "I love you" in a feat of desperation, and not because of the intensity of what I feel for you. It was for you to stay beside me, and not for you to say it back.

It was a fatal mistake for my part to ever give hope. We never had a past, get it? It was all in your head.

 There could have been an "us" if we just did not miss out on each other. I hoped for you for months, but still you did not take the hint.

Thank you for making me feel special. Good luck to your family.

You do things to me. You challenge and intrigue with me with your ways, as they are too similar yet too different from mine. I know that I have come to admire you. I don't know if you know all of these, but in any case, I want to be there for you. If you like the girl, I will support you all the way.

You were such a disappointment. I believed in you and still, you gave me shit.

I don't know if I could trust you again.

I think I can never completely forget what you did to me. Although we became civil acquaintances, I would not cross the distance and be friends with you. It was too painful...too traumatic. What you did to me, I'll never wish for anyone to experience it.

I regret not taking a chance with you. My life could have been more adventurous.

Thanks for everything. We were both at fault, but still we reconciled. Cheers to a new friendship!

I felt so rejected when you never called back.

We were at the end. I do not blame you.