I fall deeply

I fall deeply
And not just a staircase distance
You need a thousand ladders to reach me
For I am sitting quietly on the edge of the moon
Softly sighing while watching you sleep at night 
But I will stand and jump
And feel the wind contrast my hastiness
At your one word
For I can assure you
That even gravity will approve of us
as it will pull me down to you
Closer and faster and closer
But you must understand
That my bravery will leave me km/s
And so fear will become my parachute,
my one-way ticket to save myself
But I will not pull the plug
And ruin this destiny's fall
Because even when your arms won't welcome me
I will not back down from this plunge 
The thrill of falling for you
is worth every doubt
every risk
every pain
every drop of misery
that I will feel when the cold, hard ground
lays my heart on the floor.